You are seeking greater wisdom, and you may be looking for ways to broaden your perspective. You also are likely feeling conflicted between your desire for spiritual/philosophical growth, and your need for security. Don’t worry, because the idea that you have to choose one or the other is an illusion. This is a time to realize that everything can be an opportunity to grow and increase your consciousness. Look for the lessons that are presented in even the most mundane tasks. Paying a bill can be spiritual; taking out the garbage can be philosophical; going to work and earning a living can be filled with wisdom. It is all about perspective.