Joy is found through expanding your consciousness, which is a truth that you are connecting with strongly. You may be looking for opportunities to gain wisdom and knowledge. However, it seems that certain financial matters are holding back your progress. Going to college cost money; gaining wisdom through travel cost money; seeking guidance from a spiritual consultant cost money. This is a time to realize the necessity of financial stability. Look for opportunities to increase your income, as it will likely help you increase your consciousness. In the meantime, look for free or inexpensive opportunities to elevate yourself, such as meditation; independent study; and getting out and experiencing nature.